can't tell

can't tell if my decision is right
giving a 3rd chance to him is not worthy
i am not satisfied on what's effort he doing
the trust i gave to him is went low
because of the heartache he gave me
many times i cried on
and many things i want to find
although i know his there for me
but still i feel empty
cant feel his presence
cant feel he loves me
i cannot tell when is the time i have to move on
just wanted to embrace the feeling of having him
*sigh*
too difficult to handle the situation
i pray that this must be answered
is he worthy for me or there is someone much worthy than him..

Get over

its hard to get over although it was easy to say so "i have to move on" time so slow for me and wanted to get out of what i felt for the person i loved so much,. i always pray to God that let him heal my wounds and take away the love i felt for him.. so that i can easily to make my life smoothly.. the hardest part of it was when i saw people that reminds me of him... my heart felt melting and i started to cry... no one knows when i will be Get over but i believe it will come soon,..

another pain

don't understand at all he keeps ignoring my calls & my sms i always try my best to reach for him but then i fail,. my life been so lonely every time i think of him i cry,. another painful memory he left me,. promises means to be broken.. but my life is still go on i have to control for my feelings i have to be strong..

ang hirap mgmove on, kailan ba kita mkkalimutan?

sick 4 2 days

my climb

i love the lyrics of this Miley Cyrus song,.

Miley Cyrus : The Climb Lyrics

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Whoa a oh oh

trying to console my feelings